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2021.10.15 22:10 HitlerRantsParodies Hitler looks at random pictures XXII
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2021.10.15 22:10 Flimsy-Trip-9496 Coming down again - Reflecting
I had become increasingly neurotic over the years. Always grateful for my liberties and lenient bureaucracy. For the last decade I endured an incessant torment in my mind and life. For a time my asinine behavior was at it's peak. I turned to blaspheme and sacrilege usually under encouragement. Naturally I upset many people who's opinion I respect. After it's done it all comes down to some realization of resentment. I didn't appreciate the things I had done and much of it was absurd. I seemed much more competent and wise before and after realizing what I was doing was absurd. I lose my baring of logic and ration on occasion. My only acts of retaliation are slanderous forum posts about alternate views and scandals. Some Conspiracy theories from other shit posts or 4Chan...
My mental state continues to come and go in fortitude. When we're angry we all usually say things we do mean, but say we don't to apologize. I swiftly grew to resent this behavior. Punishment for some of the absurd things I had said were lite for now. I am consoled and encouraged to be more mature. We have a liberty to express our views but I was being absurd and insulting. Dealing with an incessant torment over the years my only acts of retaliations where these occasional forum posts illustrating experiences and unappreciated sense of humor. Often I find myself trying to compensate and reason with no leverage.
This is therapeutic at times and other times I realize I had lost my sense of ration. These things happen to us all and I still resent having these nasty grams in anyone's shit list. Remember when you said this, or did that. I've always try to focus on my balance and temperment, behavior and learning to reason with others. I am not an unreasonable person, most of the time I am faced with this bullshit.
I had dealt with anger issues and waning mental state for ages. Reflecting on the negative things I have done brings me a lot of shame. I am grateful to have people that were forgiving and patient with me over the years. I had never expressed the full extent of my torment to anyone. Not that I'm a patsy or even pity myself. I just resent myself when I do lose my baring.
I haven't thought of anything else to do for now. Some kindly ask for me to stop talking. I have little leverage in the end of arguments. Others are just expressing their concerns that I am a schizophrenic and people don't have the right to start a religious following and to shut down the internet. I am not entirely schizophrenic. I'm skeptical any evidence or legitimacy give me any leverage in the argument at all.
Other than that just try and control my god damned r a g e, they know about it. People show up at my home, I lose control. Some of the people I have to deal with are diseased sicko's, I can't articulate it yet. Parasitic, deranged, diseased, mentally ill sadists. Then the experience of discovery with others turning on me over the ages. I am ultimately the victim but I do not pity myself, do not pity me. I'm just playing along in what ultimately fucked up narrative I could provide you. Then people are simply using psychiatric doctrines to their leverage. Some people are a disgrace, put lightly. I am capable of representing myself with integrity and some evidence.
It's a constant act of self control as some taunt me, and taunt me and taunt me. Then when you lose control you're the one's that's wrong. Some people believe in that type of ideology. Sometimes a person has some misplaced authority or leverage over you because they're some fucked up diplomat or patron of the offensive toward you - with seeming judicial immunity. I am generally a respectful and humble person. I try to practice mutual respect and courtesy and provide what I can with solem hands. I believe in the virtues and Honor, and all that novelty shit when we're all animals.
Good luck to those out there enduring this type of bullshit. Like my mind is a chronic shit storm. I learned to turn it off years ago but it comes and goes in overwhelming intensity. I'm not accomplishing much and try to maintain a day job. I will continue to think of better ways to deal with this.
All that sucks, I'll work on growing up so I quit getting bitched at. You may assume the rest, as I had already mentioned death threats and the worst. I'm completely content with the dangerous of angering some fucked up, uh, evil, organization. There was so much more to go on about and I keep brainstorming. Got a web going for this epic book.
Again reflecting on previous ages, this is all relatively a joke for now for me. Most people try to be reasonable and understanding. Some people wanted me silenced immediately. Others want to keep the status quo. Many have remarked and other incidents and testimony about what a bunch of fucked up bullshit this is as well as the constant white washing. Some of these people commit crimes and the incidents just get covered up. I was unaware of judicial immunities out there.
Other than that I just keep getting told to be quiet. I can not compensate in silence and go insane and have worse mental breakdowns. I pray, I deal with my minds confusion and barriers. My mind is surprising logical and rational and I have experienced barriers I'm deal with.
Ultimately the biggest obstacle is trying to sound rational and sane while explaining the paranormal incidents. Clouds animating, the spirit of the Okami, God flying around, shape shifters, UFO's, Aliens, Light beings, Shadow Beings, Daemons, Angels.
It's wrong, all of it is wrong. Yet the circumstance is a sort of coup and ultimatum. We've all heard the Bible stories. This world may really be under some type of occupation. Push it to far and there are horrible consequences, obviously. Give history a rundown and many can provide more stories.
I wish I could do more for all of you. I am struggling with many of our problems and as an ordinary kid to deal with all of this. Don't pity me, I don't pity myself, nor would have it. I can sate my thrist and deal with my hunger. So much of this is more idiotic I'm grateful. I'm grateful to be here in a great democracy with a decent judicial system and lenient bureaucracy. I'm grateful, people, it's a joke to me.
Please enjoy yourselves.
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2021.10.15 22:10 Scylla_Complex Favorite series to binge besides ACOTAR?
I am jonesing for a new fantasy series or book that can fill the ACOSF hole in my heart. Plus I'm always ready to share my favorites (even though my friends are sick of hearing my recommendations). Post away courtiers!! (Does this fanbase have specific fan terminology?)
2021.10.15 22:10 blodinho3 Rally Spain Day 1 review | Red Bull Rally
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2021.10.15 22:10 Horrorisepic Me when *d Sh*eran
2021.10.15 22:10 Pulse5623 Here is my guitar of My Senpai is Annoying's OP, with tabs! Thanks for checking it out!
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2021.10.15 22:10 jessey235 Do are you happy in finland?
2021.10.15 22:10 Spikerazorshards The Trains Canada Highway!! Woooo hoo
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2021.10.15 22:10 bro_army_420_69 Shall the people Rule?
these 1960 candidates were chosen by the presidents and stuff discord server
Fmr vice president Richard Nixon
Representative from MI-05 Gerald Ford
raise spending on welfare ,low taxes among middle class,non-intervention/denante
tough on crime,pro new deal(but lesson its power)
massachusetts senator John F. Kennedy
Sen maj ldr Lyndon Bains Johnson
keep the new deal, moderate on civil rights compared to republicans
lower taxes , pro intervention
alabama governor George Wallace
arkansas governor Orval Faubus
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2021.10.15 22:10 Tenreds1 Stand up to cancer. Ironically the millionaires and celebrities who host the show are guilt tripping us (the people on the breadline) to give our money. I reckon they should say how much they have given
2021.10.15 22:10 cynicalbastard02 Why did cole leave KL?
Does anyone know if the band ever addressed this? I know he started a band called Eastwood that’s signed to Pure noise. But I never knew why he left knocked loose
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2021.10.15 22:10 SomaErina Current Luffy (Manga) vs Buster Call (Enies Lobby)
Genuine curiosity. How do you think it would've gone if current Luffy fought against the Buster Call from Enies Lobby. Let pretend that the Navy or WG aren't aware that Luffy is that powerful, so he does have the element of surprise. Would he beat the living hell out of all the five Vice-Admirals that came and destroy their fleet or ?
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2021.10.15 22:10 graceoftrees BS Organizational Leadership
I was a student at Main ~15 years ago and never finished my degree (biggest mistake of my life). I am re-enrolling in World Campus in the BS of Organizational Leadership program. Anyone here in the program (any campus) that can give me insight? Do you like it or not? Tips? Course recommendations where there are options? TIA!
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2021.10.15 22:10 Morder- aceitas?🤔
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2021.10.15 22:10 EchoTree0844 A Modest Curious Deposit Farm (Details in Comments)
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2021.10.15 22:10 Gusborg How do I make it so it opens in the same taskbar app, instead of a new one?
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2021.10.15 22:10 dumbassjimbo It feels like marvelous is deliberately setting up some sort of "suda cut" for nmh3 which kinda has me cynical tbh.
Suda has been way way too upfront about what was cut for something not to be up. Usually you aren't allowed to talk about things like that in such a blunt manner. And it's not like nmh2 where we are still pretty much in the dark about what was actually planned and cut suda has straight up confirmed a bunch of finished and nearly finished concepts and ideas in conjunction with the usual early drafts. you don't just scrap an hours worth apparently finished cutscenes and story for seemingly no real reason. Storyboards, scripts and early drafts maybe but completed cutscenes that are relevant to the plot? That never happens without significant re writes to the story which clearly didn't happen. It all parallels to much with the "Snyder cut" situation. I don't want to say some massive directors cut is in the works but it just feels iffy to me like no way nmh3 drops on PC without some form of added and/or restored content.
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2021.10.15 22:10 Monkey_Legend Putting in turn tracks switches at woodside so the Port Washington branch can run trains every ten minutes between Woodside and Great Neck (a la London Overground). Thoughts?
You could also add off board fare payment, and put Woodside Port Washington branch in fare control of the subway. Seems like a (relatively inexpensive project) to improve the Port Washington branch and transit in outer queens. Some PW branch trains could still run to Penn and Grand Central too.
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2021.10.15 22:10 Zeyva81 Me (34M), wife (37F), 2 kids, house and a kink lover on my part.
I don’t even know where to begin…
My wife and I have been married for 6.5 odd years. We didn’t date for all too long but were happily pregnant and marry in less than half a year after we met.
Right after we were married we had a long and hard talk in bed about what we wished in the bedroom, should have done this beforehand, but it was hard enough as it is ..
During said conversation I noticed she was more “vanilla” and I wanted all sorts of ice cream, with sauces and sprinkles on top.
A couple of days ago I dropped a bombshell on her and said that I wasn’t happy with the state of our sexlife because it was too normal and I wanted more. I want pain, choking, the whole chabang. Mind you the sex isn’t bad at all, but it’s missing a couple of kink factors. Factors that even if she wants to she’d never be able to do.
For one, I don’t only want to do all sorts of obscene stuff to her, I want her to want it as well. If she doesn’t want the pain, the choking, the anal action the moans (if any) will be empty and void. And since she even dislikes light pain she’s never going to *want* the high intensities of pain that I want her to want.
For all of the above reasons I cheated on her for the first time, about 3.5 years ago during our second pregnancy, with someone that loves and want what I want. And right after I dropped the bombshell I cheated on her again, twice with another person I recently met and am smitten with.
Mind you, my wife doesn’t know about the cheating, and I’m not going to tell her because it was a low, scumbag thing to do, even if it was done because I couldn’t get what I needed at home.
Thing is, and that’s why I’m here. I don’t know what to do. I want to leave my wife for the other person (let’s call her Claire) but this would mean I wouldn’t only be taking away her husband, partner in crime, other half (we do EVERYTHING together, apart from gaming xD) but also her house which she worked hard for and can’t pay anymore because the monthly costs *need* 2 wages to be covered.
So that would mean me leaving would break up the family, house would need to be sold (or I’d need to keep continue and help paying €850 or more per month), my wife goes into a depression (as I’ve recently found her in a close-enough state until I “mended” things) and my kids will have to live in a dated house when they’re used to living above standard (as my wife’s an interior decorator). I just don’t know if I can live with that *shrugs*.
I’m probably forgetting stuff left, right and center but .. yeah, opinions/advice?
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2021.10.15 22:10 Constant_Tie_6150 LOL everyone complaining about what they pulled on Twitter LOL
LOL alot of newbs I'm thinking that pulled their first rare pack are just straight salty they didn't hit a double or single digit Shaq or Wade LOL. I personally pulled a 750 Paul Pierce and im thanking God I didn't pull one of the bad players in this list LOL. I be mad af rn I pulled a high 3 digit Mike Bibby LOL. All newbs should learn this has turned into the serial lottery either you pull a single or double digit or fn BUST LOL! These almost feel like the Throwdown paxs everyone remember those LOL but these are just throwbacks lol.... if you are in TS looking to get rich this is not the place my guy. This is for collectors that still believe in the platform at this point waiting to hit that low digit hopefully one day LOL. Don't even front with me if you have over a 10K collector score what are you really buying besides paxs they drop now and maybe a set you want to complete? This is long term and no profit to be made lol. I've been on it a year with 300 moments owned and I'm only up about 2k LOL..... if you can't understand the concept of this turning into a lottery serial by now then you need to wake up. Im feeling blessed to even have gotten a pax today and I will be completing the archives.... please all the people thinking you going to get rich and get salty when you pull a Bogut GTFOH the platform and leave Pax for real collectors that missed out. All your sorry get rich quick asses are gonna do is sell your moment for 1 or 2# less than what livetoken is evaluating it at LOL....
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2021.10.15 22:10 epicteammate [PC] [US-GA] HP DL380p Gen 8
Looking for a priuce check on my old underway server:
HP DL380p Gen 8
2021.10.15 22:10 BBQMeatTrain Squirt Game Saved Us!
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2021.10.15 22:10 respectbroccoli Homies helping homies. Logbook challenges/Conditional
Anyone wanna share logbook runs to try and finish challenges? I'll be online in the next few hours and over the weekend.
I spend all my time in SSF and just rolled SC trade. PM me for a good time :)
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2021.10.15 22:10 NintenMusic My Piano cover of the Wii Shop Channel Theme!